I really wish I was a superhero. I’m just so disgusted the way everything is right now. I really want to help people but sometimes I don’t even know how to. Other times I help people but I can’t even help myself. I feel like I’m supposed to do something more with my life but what? I wish I could cure, heal, save, help, and most of all have a secret identity. I’m just sick of being just an average human being.
See is truly believing. But for me sometimes I trick myself in feeling like I am part of whatever I am seeing on tv or on the big screen. Is it because I want to believe what’s going on the screen is real? Or am I just believing everything because I want to escape reality as if my mind went on vacation? I guess it’s both. It’s a curse and a blessing. Sometimes I get emotional and really feel the actors pain or joy on screen. I have a broad imagination but when I watch a movie, tv show, or even cartoon I feel like my imagination comes to life.
The world is full of hypercritices. People mock others and they bitch and moan, why are they doing this or that. But the others mock back as well. It’s a viscous cycle. Just because we are all different doesn’t mean we should mock. A singer tries to make a come back people mock them for trying to make money or whatever. Who cares really? Why can’t we let other people just be? They’re not being violent so just let them be damn it! People don’t realize why this world has so many problems. It’s people like that who make the world violent. Not the same race, religion, appearance, or if someone has a disability, they mock. Then the person who is mocking either tries to fight back and it gets out of hand the actions start to happen and then it involves violent acts. Or the person mocking right away resorts to violence while mocking. This is why we have problems, we are to embedded in ourselves and think we are the only ones who matter. If you’re standing next to me you don’t matter. If you’re 5,000 miles from me you don’t matter. Why is this? I’ll tell you it’s fear. Fear of difference.
These words came out of me while listening to Ani Di Franco tonight.
You will always be on my mind.
I just wish you weren’t so blind.
Fighting for what’s right.
Will I ever hold you in my arms tonight?
You may not understand
Rest assure you will see how much I care first hand.
We may not know what the future holds.
All I know is that with love there are no blindfolds.
Remember this. Energy flows where attention goes. If you don’t get it now you will get that quote one day. Just have to understand how energy works.
before we can build ourselves up sometimes we must hit rock bottom. Breathing deep and having the ability to stop for a moment and look at the situation as if you’re looking through a camera lens or watching it on the screen can really save us from the insanity of fucking up all the time. You just need to say holy shit I understand just by looking. Be attentive! Pay attention. Detail is so important. Focus is what gives us the ability to build a foundation and the will and dedication makes us build ourselves to go higher or even forward.
So driving home for an hour from kung-fu class I thought music was playing the whole time, but when I got home I saw that the radio was off. It was all in my head. You can trick your brain into anything. Just like be successful and happy. But once you trick, the treat is to act upon it. Therefore you will be successful and happy. 🙏🏻✌🏻️💗