Analyze This! Not the movie! 

I’m so tired of people making fun of other cultures or anything art and music related. Why are religious people such hypocrites? Especially Christians and Catholics? I’m so damn sick of it. I HATE religion. I thought religion teaches you to be kind to others? I NEVER make fun of any cultures from around the world. I never make fun of people in art and music because I work with music. So I understand all this. Let’s analyze this? Do we make fun of people because because we are see them as different and s outsiders? So we react in fear and think, you’re different then me so I have to make a funny! Give me a break of that damn kit kat bar! It’s so damn fucked up! Just stop it. And you do this in front of the kids too? Yeah this is wrong on so many levels! Children are the most perceptive beings there is. Why can’t we all just think twice before we do and say things???

Are you sick?

I like music is food for the soul better. That’s what I always say. Music is nourishment. If you say music is medicine then that means your mind and soul is sick. But if you say it’s food for the mind body and soul that means you can’t survive without it. Just like food and water for your physical body. It’s like a car that runs on gasoline.I really don’t get people. I’m always careful on the words I choose. When you mention the word medicine right away that means you’re sick. So why must you choose that word? Your words are your reflections. 

Retro Ass Kicker 

Sound design for indie video games is a lot of fun but it’s really an ass kicker. It’s actually more involved than mixing a record. People think how difficult can it be. Well it’s just like post production for picture. You have to make the sound go along with what’s going on the screen. But by doing so you have to either have a SFX library and use what you have to blend other sounds together to make new sound. Or you have to go out and record something then use EQ or compression to get the sound you want. Whichever route you take it is still very involved. But it’s a great problem solving session. 

Arrogant Swine! No not that awesome bbq place in Brooklyn NY

I’m so tired of indie video developers coming off as spoiled brats. Most of them act like babies when people disagree with them. It’s so annoying. They’re just like bitching arrogant brainless pigs who roll around in their sty of self loathing social interactions. They’re worse than singers. I’ve worked with all types of people. But indie developers are really a different breathe. Mentally they’re still ten years old. They have no sense of professionalism. It’s not what you know its who you know. Therefore life is a business. Everything can always lead to a job. So why can’t they just be humble? 

The mockingbird sings hypocrisy 

The world is full of hypercritices. People mock others and they bitch and moan, why are they doing this or that. But the others mock back as well. It’s a viscous cycle. Just because we are all different doesn’t mean we should mock. A singer tries to make a come back people mock them for trying to make money or whatever. Who cares really? Why can’t we let other people just be? They’re not being violent so just let them be damn it! People don’t realize why this world has so many problems. It’s people like that who make the world violent. Not the same race, religion, appearance, or if someone has a disability, they mock. Then the person who is mocking either tries to fight back and it gets out of hand the actions start to happen and then it involves violent acts. Or the person mocking right away resorts to violence while mocking. This is why we have problems, we are to embedded in ourselves and think we are the only ones who matter. If you’re standing next to me you don’t matter. If you’re 5,000 miles from me you don’t matter. Why is this? I’ll tell you it’s fear. Fear of difference. 

Random poetry 

These words came out of me while listening to Ani Di Franco tonight. 

You will always be on my mind. 

I just wish you weren’t so blind.

Fighting for what’s right.

Will I ever hold you in my arms tonight?

You may not understand 

Rest assure you will see how much I care first hand.

We may not know what the future holds.

All I know is that with love there are no blindfolds.